RegretThinking about past times too much...
PathsI saw you walking down the streetSeeing you walking away like thatMakes me smile a bit sadlyBut I turn around, keep walkingWalking down the other wayMy path of lifeGoes in the opposite directionThe path I've chosen to goA path without youAs I walk furtherAnd further away from youMy smile becomes more sincereMaybe our paths separate for todayMaybe foreverBut I don't mind anymoreWe had a great time togetherAnd nothing else matters anymore
CanyonIt always felt likeWe’re standing at two sidesOf a great, deep canyonAs my attempts to talk to youWere like trying to yellOver the canyonMy words were catchedBy the windAnd never reached youThat’s why my attemptsAlways gone unknown by you
UntitledDon’t want to close my eyesFrom everyday’s life’Cause then I can’t seeThat you’re looking at me.Don’t want to hide anymore’Cause then I won’t realiseThat you’re recognizing me.Don’t want to close my eyesFrom the lies you’re telling’Cause then I can’t see The truth in your eyes.Don’t want to hide my feelings’Cause then I can’t realiseThat you’re feeling the same.
Shadow angelUsed to be an angelBut you’re fallenWhite wings slowly turn into blackYou can’t fly anymore’Cause you’re losing your feathersFalling from broken bondsInto the darkest shadowsBut even when you’re fallenI can find you in the shadowsOf your own heartBecause your bright shining haloIs the guiding to find youSo let me take youOut of the darknessInto your light
ButterflyButterflyLittle thingAriving in springFlying over sunny fieldsWhile we make our memoriesBut dying in autumnAnd taking memoriesWith youAgain
Shooting starWishing for the night tocomeSo I can see the million starsagainAnd wish for a shootingstar . . . Even when it’s only the light of a plane ...
Blue skySometimes we forgetThat the skyBehind the cloudsAlways is constant blue.Sometimes we forgetThat no matterHow hard it is rainingThe sun will always shineAfterwards.Sometimes we forgetThat no matterHow dark the night may beThere are a billion starsTo shine.
You are...Choking on wordsThat were never saidDrowning in tearsThat will never fallFalling downFrom broken bondsCrushed by the burdenThat people give to youShot byEvery single hateful wordConsumed byYour deepest fearsCut by Every unfounded sharp critismDying on thinksYou can never die on.But you’ve died long time agoAnd no one ever noticedBecause you’ve lived on ...
I'm FineI'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.I'm fine.Clearly you see that I'm not.But really I'm fine.Always have been.But no I'm not.I'm not fine.Saying your fine means nothing.It is a lie.But I say it anyways.It's all I can say.To keep them away.Because telling them won't help.Because they don't understand.Explainations won't do.So I say those two words.Just to keep them satisfied.While my mind scream "I'M NOT FINE".My lips are in a straight line.I show no signs of being "not fine".But that's just a mask.So really, I'm not fine.But I'll keep saying it.I'll keep saying it till you're satisfied.Because it's my problem.It's never your problem.So you shouldn't have to worry.But I want you to worry really.But telling you that is selfish.I can't be selfish.Selfish is bad.Not good.So if you ask,Yes I am fine.But no I am not fine.I am far from it.But I'll tell you that lie again.So you don't make that face.Even thought I'm not fi
A simple HeartHe remains bewildered before her calm eyes,a sorry escaping his lips for the millionth time.Yet with a shrug, she smiles and lets him knowit no longer mattered, he only broke a heart.
Who we areWe are memoriesHiding in the shadows of painSearching for remediesFalling down slowly with rainWe are musicWe liveCollecting treasuresPainting souls with lifeWe lieWe don't seeBurning to ashesWe liveSinging like sirensSeducing our enemies, we prayChoosing paths for others, for us, we failedGranting wishes for lovers, we payGetting behind liars, turning into fightersWe playWe are memoriesLost fractures of hopeMagical beings created by loveRaised by angels and GodWe are musicCreated by sound of a thunderPainted with blood of a hunterWe are who we areWe get back to the startWhere we begunForgotten children of the starsWe are
You are StrongYou are so, so strong.Whatever you’re going through,Just keep onKeeping on.The time it takesMight be short or long,But you will findThat perfect placeWhere you belong.Just hold on.
GayI am gay.I'm not a disease, I'm not a problemI'm not an afflictionI don't need treatment.I don't need helpI'm not sickI'm not confusedI'm not a sin.I am gay.I'm your daughterYour sisterYour friendYour co workerYour classmateYour acquaintanceA complete strangerI am gay.I need love, just like youI need smilesI need supportI need a hugI need a friendI need a familyI need acceptanceI need understandingI need youI am gay.I know what love isI know what pain isI know what hate isI know what life isI am gay.And I need you to love meThe same way you loved me before you knewI am gay.And I have experienced hateFrom more people than just youI am gay.And I wont change.I wont give up.I wont back down.I wont pretend.I wont lie.I wont deny.I wont hide.I wont hurt.I am gay.And that's okay.
Red~ Whether it be a warm glow of care,Or a fiery hue of rage,Your eyes reflectAll of your soul's desires.
LonerI am everyoneThat has been.I am everyoneThat is.I am everyoneThat will be.I spend time with me,And me alone,Because I amThe only oneThat keeps me guessing.
The Girl Who Was Afraid To BeShe speaks to me fondlyof passions and talents,of guitars and stars,with such breathless intensitythen stops short andapologisesfor speaking at all.All because somewhere in her life,someone she loved broke her heartby ignoringher beautiful wordsand telling her toshut up,keep it down,nobody cares.People aren’t born sad.We make them that way.
Unnatural DisasterUnnatural Disaster 3/19/15There is a fault line in our relationship.Like tectonic plates that shift -the friction between us is palpable.The tension builds until releaseand the quake shakes us to our knees.The aftershocks echo the worst andthe ripple effect has taken over.And I don't know when we stopped caring.Who's fault is it? Mine or yours?I see the guilt in your glistening eyes.I feel the pain caused by our lies.We are powerless as this linebecomes a valley and we lack thestrength to build a bridge of forgiveness.The fragile tether that holds us togetheris frayed and decayed.Erosion is a slow, gradual process.Our once mighty foundation crumbledbefore we even were aware.It's sad to think of what we were comparedto what we are...how do we fix this?One question remains: Do we fight to get us right?
SometimesSometimesI ask myselfWhat is love?What is hope?What is home?And then I realiseIt’s nothing to knowBut to feel.