CanyonIt always felt likeWe’re standing at two sidesOf a great, deep canyonAs my attempts to talk to youWere like trying to yellOver the canyonMy words were catchedBy the windAnd never reached youThat’s why my attemptsAlways gone unknown by you
UntitledDon’t want to close my eyesFrom everyday’s life’Cause then I can’t seeThat you’re looking at me.Don’t want to hide anymore’Cause then I won’t realiseThat you’re recognizing me.Don’t want to close my eyesFrom the lies you’re telling’Cause then I can’t see The truth in your eyes.Don’t want to hide my feelings’Cause then I can’t realiseThat you’re feeling the same.
Shadow angelUsed to be an angelBut you’re fallenWhite wings slowly turn into blackYou can’t fly anymore’Cause you’re losing your feathersFalling from broken bondsInto the darkest shadowsBut even when you’re fallenI can find you in the shadowsOf your own heartBecause your bright shining haloIs the guiding to find youSo let me take youOut of the darknessInto your light
ButterflyButterflyLittle thingAriving in springFlying over sunny fieldsWhile we make our memoriesBut dying in autumnAnd taking memoriesWith youAgain
Shooting starWishing for the night tocomeSo I can see the million starsagainAnd wish for a shootingstar . . . Even when it’s only the light of a plane ...
Blue skySometimes we forgetThat the skyBehind the cloudsAlways is constant blue.Sometimes we forgetThat no matterHow hard it is rainingThe sun will always shineAfterwards.Sometimes we forgetThat no matterHow dark the night may beThere are a billion starsTo shine.
You are...Choking on wordsThat were never saidDrowning in tearsThat will never fallFalling downFrom broken bondsCrushed by the burdenThat people give to youShot byEvery single hateful wordConsumed byYour deepest fearsCut by Every unfounded sharp critismDying on thinksYou can never die on.But you’ve died long time agoAnd no one ever noticedBecause you’ve lived on ...
.As I become the windI travel to unkown placesBut still tryingTo reach your unmoving heartAs I become the rainI fall gently on the earthMixing with your tearsOnly to disappear In the sun againAs I become the night skyI shine with a billion of starsHoping that you will look upAnd rememberThat I will always be with youNo matter who, what or where I am . . .
Beyond the timeIn frozen timeSnow keeps fallingSlowly, quietlyLayer by layerCovering allSwallowing every soundGetting lost in the whiteGentle wind is blowingCovering eyes with snowNothing’s to be found againIn frozen time
Bullied On Our Friendly Website DA There was once a two authors on a website that wanted to let their opinion out.But a famous author set to put them out.She took the flame of these little author’s hearts making them burn from blue to red.And here’s what she said,“Your little fire shall be extinguished because I want you to get the Fuck Out!”The tiny authors wept and cried.Wondering was it because they picked a side.Maybe if they had gone with the flow of everyone elsethey wouldn't have suffered being a different self?The small male author thought it was too much to handle and left.But the dainty female author stayed behind. HoweverThe light within her grew dimmer and dimmer.And its glow became barely a shimmer.Her originality became to be like everything else she owned: plastic.She wasn't real anymore; just another author following the trends.All hope was lost.No one to come save her.Sadness reigned within her, making her shallow and pale as Frost.Not
Suckerpunch SweetheartRed lipstick war paintEyeliner eyes.I am a soldier in my own war;A force split in two sides.I am a force of natureBring about my own raptureAnd I’ll bring you to your knees.Say pleaseLittle girl lost.Cut off my hairCut into my skinPretty princess girlCardinal sin.Let me inLet me in.Sugar in my veinsAnd poison in my heart;I can turn bloodInto a work of art.I won’t go there againWon’t do itI won’t.HandsA sea of handsAnd andsIn my head.A universe inside.Dead.Icy skinFiery eyesNobody knowsJust what's inside.
V o i c e sThese whispers in my head,trying to push me to the end.All I want is to go home,but then I remember,I've always been alone.
absent resolvei.i cradle my hopewith both hands,as if holding it closewill give it the warmthto stay alive.when you come nearit flares and rustles,begging to take flight;yet i am both caressand cage.ii.we have confused our signals,mixed our drinks andnever together.closure looms ominousbut i would rather forgetthan be caught in thisluminous void ofperhaps -iii.i am weakand perhapsyou are blind,we, silent,are nothingperhaps we could beeverythingif only we spoke.iv.enigma,you have unknowinglytwisted yourselfin helical fundamentalsabout my identity,shaped me inabsence andthe embers ofa chance.i wish i knewwhen to releasethis frail hope.v.we're both drunkand you're shaking,caught in a momentneither here nor now.entwined fingersbring you back tothe present, and i lingerbut you are eager to eclipsethis vulnerability,so you run.vi.i'm too afraid to ask,but at least the question'sanswered:we're both cowards.
bound in retrospectpart i.let's talkabout wreckage and dreaming,about nights wept weary,and how city limitscompress to claim youwhen you run.let’s talkabout slippingaway early mo(u)rningand choosing dark over light;how eventually i stoppedwishing upon starsbecause really,what’s the point.let's talk;there is no true wayfor someone this self-consciousto let loose streams ofconsciousness,but i'm trying.interlude: youyou,you are an immersionheartbeatracing down my spine,along vertebrae as ifthey belong to youbut they shouldn’t,not now.you,you are long-limbed eyelashes,a study in faux-reluctance.you are a cagei never could penetratealthough you never had much troubleignoring my reluctance;penetration became a gamei never won.part ii.let’s talk;this was never a love story,but add enough adjectiveand i guess it can bewhatever you want it to be.warped to your ideal,turn me to my better angleand hide the flaws;hide the fa
Demons Can Feel TooI'll admit that I'm a demon.I'm cold and cruel,Hateful and quick to anger.I'm flawed.I prefer darkness over light.But demons can have feelings too.I can be hurt, offended.I can be sympathetic.I can care for other peopleAnd I can love.I may be a cruel being.Excessively so at times.But that doesn't make me heartless.Though I may seem so,I'm not.I do have a heart.And I do use it.Just not often.Because the problem with having a heartIs it can be broken.And I don't want a broken heart.I think maybe that's why demons seem so cruel and hateful.They're just afraid of getting hurt.
Can I Get a Receipt?I gave the worldto youand all I gotin returnis bloodied, mutilated wristsand a death wish.
twenty-sixgive me the ocean;let the salt nip at my skinand sand crush beneath my soles.throw me to the sun;char my skin to the bone.sink me under the depthstill my lungs start to swimthat weightless embraceis how i feel with him.
PianoAt night someone plays the piano in my living roomThe song is mournfulAnd I hate it, the feelings it wakes in meA stirring hungerI find myself yearning for somethingNameless, resonating, the music echoes throughThe house, like a warm memoryHauntingClinging to the empty hallways There's a void inside my chestResembling the handsOf another soul
SometimesSometimesI ask myselfWhat is love?What is hope?What is home?And then I realiseIt’s nothing to knowBut to feel.